Friday!

This week came by so fast.  I was amazed to realize that it is already Friday today.  I am not sure if it is because I was too busy with a lot of things to notice that the day passes by so fast or probably because there are a lot of things happening and they are happening all at the same time.  Anyway, in the middle of all these, I suddenly remembered my work in my previous job.  I was fortunate to become part of the office build out committee in my previous work.  I learned a lot from that experience.  And I am really thankful for that opportunity. I hope there are new opportunities for me in the future to be part of something like it.  This time a more bigger scope.  The new thing about office build out or construction nowadays are metal buildings. It would be something interesting for me to work on a big project like building out a building, specifically the metal buildings.  Right now, I am enjoying my new job, and things are a little easy for me since I have an extensive experience with office build out and facilities management.

 

I'll Take Care of You

I was five minutes late for work today (sad).  I over slept.  Good thing my friend sent me a message on my mobile phone, otherwise I would have been late for more than five minutes.  I also have a headache when I woke up.  The right portion of my head is really hurting. The pain runs from my right eye towards the back of my head.  I am not sure if it is because of my eye sight (I might need to replace my eye glasses) or because I was not able to sleep well.  Been restless every night, since last week.  I can't sleep properly.  My body is tired but my mind just keeps on going (sad).  When I woke up today, the song by Steven Curtis Chapman, "I'll Take Care of You", lingers in my head.  Then I thought, God really moves in mysterious ways.  He never fails to amaze me.  And I am really thankful that He takes care of me, even though I have done things that are not so good [big grin].  He always answer my prayers (except for one thing I guess} [wink, wink].  Oh well... now I got a new song to inspire me whenever I feel melancholy and whenever I feel like He is not answering my prayers.

Mobile Homes

I am not in a good mood today.  Mixed emotions that are mostly on the negative side.  Sigh.  I feel sad, frustrated, jealous, tired, depressed and hopeless.  There are several reasons (some valid, some are merely out of intense emotions) why I am feeling bad today.  The weather is not also helping.  Its so hot, yet you can see the clouds are forming as if it will rain soon.  But the day is almost over, not a single drop of rain in sight.  Whenever I feel this way, I would normally listen to my favorite songs.  Mostly sad songs and glorifying the sad feeling I already have.  One of my favorite "comfort songs" is "Boston" by Augustana.  It speaks everything that I feel inside, whenever I feel like "running away" from all these crap happening to me and around me.  Sometimes I also wish I have mobile homes so I can go wherever I want, whenever I want to.  I would have a mobile home in each country that I like.  Then I can go around the different destinations or states. There are also times when I want to sleep it all away.  I find peace when I sleep, because my mind somehow stops thinking about crappy things.  And my heart is somehow still.  Oh well, I just hope that my bad mood will be gone tomorrow.  I can see that it is going to be a busy week this week.  Monday is going to be a long day, literally and figuratively speaking.  I hope that my being busy would help me forget my mixed emotions.

Wearing My Heart Upon My Sleeve

I am going to sleep now.  I am starting to feel the distance again.  And before it eats me whole, I better drop it now and shut my mind off.  I just hope that in my sleep my mind will stop thinking.  Sending light and love to your way.  Feel the love and the longing.  Never felt this intense feeling of longing before.  Too intense that it hurts.  I am going to sleep.  A temporary refugee, to temporarily protect me from feeling more melancholy and bad.  But I am here.  I am here.  I am going to be here.

Mens Wedding Bands

I came across this site called Jewelry Vortex.  They offer a variety of rings, mens wedding bands mostly.  They got engagement rings and wedding rings.  I love the two tone bands, the ones with diamonds in the middle and the braided band.  Both the white and gold braided bands look nice and stylish.  The two tone braided bands are also great.  All of the styles and designs are really good.  And looking at all of the would make you confuse, which one you really like.  You would really need help in choosing.  I guess this is one of the moments you can share with your girlfriend, fiancee or wife-to-be.  Picking what kind of wedding bands to get [dreamy].  I wonder when would I be able to experience that moment [still dreamy].  I would also want to have our wedding bands engraved with our names and our vows [stuck in the dream world].  I wish it would happen soon [hopeless] [big grin].

 

Happy Labor Day!

I can't think of anything to write.  I have a terrible headache.  Probably because I had too much beer last night [big grin].  But I really had a great time, meeting with old friends.  Its a good thing that we don't have work today, its Labor Day! :)

Yesterday felt like it was Friday, and today is just the weekend.  Another weekend [big grin].

This is my second week at work.  I am back working as a Senior Buyer in one of the biggest multinational companies.  I was advised that our company was in the Fortune's Top 500 Companies in terms of revenues.  I am proud to be part of it.  And hopefully I would be able to do my share as one of their employees :)

I can't think of anything else to say here.  My head is still hurting.