[Quick Post] : Moment of Confusion

I was busy dropping ECs when a "nice thought" came through my brain. A nice thought indeed but it got me into a "moment of confusion". Sorry, I can't tell the details.. kindda personal.

I called it a "nice thought" because it had made me feel better for the last five days. It had put a smile on my face... a real smile... that's long been gone. It made my heart happy again. And it has been a long time since I felt this kind of happiness in my heart.

Now I am wishing that this nice thought would not go away. I sure can do something to keep it, and make it stay. But I cannot guarantee how long I can hold onto it. This is where the confusion crawls in. I am torn between doing that "something" or just leaving it alone.

I hope I did not put you to a moment of confusion upon reading this post.