Dreams

I like dreams. I like having dreams whenever I am sleeping. Sometimes I feel that my sleeping is not complete if i did not have dream. I always believe that dreams are also signs; that every dream has a message. It tells us something about the present and sometimes the future. It is also a manifestation of our thoughts, fears, regrets and hope. Especially if these thoughts are just confined within ourselves, there is great possibility that they will show in our dream. I always have this “experience”.

Last night, I had a dream. When I woke up this morning, I tried to remember what was my dream last night. I was amazed when I finally remember my dream. I had that dream before. Or should I say, I have been in that place before. The thing that made it different this time, I was with my Mom and I think with my niece.

I was on a some kind of transportation that I have never seen before. Its nothing like a jeepney nor a bus. There are only seats; there are no doors and no flooring; you can see the ground and everything around you. I was with my Mom; she was sitting beside me. She was also talking to the “driver” (there was a guy in front of us and he looks like driving) about the road. Looking over to the horizon, I saw the narrow road where we are going to pas through. It is scary. It is too narrow and the both sides of the road are cliffs. If ever the driver miss a turn or would not be able to hold on to the steering wheel properly, there is a big chance that we will fall down to the cliff. I was so nervous. I can't even look at the view for a long time. It was scary. But I did not show it to my Mom. And there was also a feeling of confusion there. Whether we should get off of the vehicle or to stay calm and just pray that we would be able to pass that road.

There are a lot of things going on in my mind lately. There has been a lot of new... how do I call it.. opportunities.. updates coming, and there is a probability that they can become possibilities; which would definitely change a life. My life.

I know that my dream last night is trying to tell me something. It is telling something. Well, I am just praying that I would be able to understand everything that is happening; and that God would give me the wisdom and the courage to go through with all these thoughts that has been occupying my mind.