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RSS Feed (xml)A couple of weeks ago, I was wishing for time to pass by swiftly. I feel that time is taking too long to pass. And I was wishing for a fast-forward button which I can us to take me to the time when I wanted to be.
But now, I am wishing for the time to stop. Or the situation to change.
Have you ever been in a situation like you wished for something so hard and when finally it is here, just an arm reach, you feel that you are not sure if you still want it? And you are feeling confuse.. and scared.. and confuse.. so confuse that you don't know what are you thinking about?
Well, I am telling you now, it is hard. Life is hard. Oh my, why does it have to be... hard... and confusing... and scary...
Confuse. I don't know what to do. But I am thankful though that I got options. Actually, these options are the root of my confusion.
Scared. I am always scared. I even wrote something about my being a coward on my Tagalog blog. I am scared. Scared of getting disappointed.. and hurt
Unsure. I am not sure if I can be strong..again.. this time. I am not sure if I am strong enough to walk through the same path.
I am in the brink of giving it up... hmmm.. or should say letting it go...
Tired. I have been disappointed.. burned... hurt... and still hurting..
Now, I am wishing for time to pass by swiftly... but this time, I want it to pass my by quickly because I want to see the end of it all.
But now, I am wishing for the time to stop. Or the situation to change.
Have you ever been in a situation like you wished for something so hard and when finally it is here, just an arm reach, you feel that you are not sure if you still want it? And you are feeling confuse.. and scared.. and confuse.. so confuse that you don't know what are you thinking about?
Well, I am telling you now, it is hard. Life is hard. Oh my, why does it have to be... hard... and confusing... and scary...
Confuse. I don't know what to do. But I am thankful though that I got options. Actually, these options are the root of my confusion.
Scared. I am always scared. I even wrote something about my being a coward on my Tagalog blog. I am scared. Scared of getting disappointed.. and hurt
Unsure. I am not sure if I can be strong..again.. this time. I am not sure if I am strong enough to walk through the same path.
I am in the brink of giving it up... hmmm.. or should say letting it go...
Tired. I have been disappointed.. burned... hurt... and still hurting..
Now, I am wishing for time to pass by swiftly... but this time, I want it to pass my by quickly because I want to see the end of it all.
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2 comments:
I'm not sure what the problem is you are struggling with hon, but all you can do is give it up to your Higher Power and let him/her do what is best for you. If you have done all that you can do to resolve the situation, then it is up to your Higher Power to see you through this period. All you need to do is have faith and hold on.
Here if you need a shoulder...
@ The Mad White Woman : thanks sweetie.. this is just one of those times when I just want to dwell on my emotions :-) but I usually end up praying and lifting it up to HIM... thanks very much for your warm thoughts.. hug!
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