Always a Brides Maid.. Never a Bride?

Yes, that's me. Always a bride's maid, but... I don't want to declare (yet, hehehe...) that I will never be a bride, somehow, I am still hopeful hehe... One day. Someday. I will be. But for now, I am enjoying being a bride's maid. Most of my cousins are female; and I have been part of their wedding entourage - yes, you got that right - as a Bride's Maid. And I think these weddings somehow made me think of my dream wedding. I want a white, silk wedding gown with embroidery design. And white tulip or pink peony for my bouquet. I remember when I was in high school, I was collecting wedding invitations from my relatives and friends. I like looking at them and getting ideas on how to create my own wedding invitation hehehe... and the most part I like in a wedding invitation is the exchange of vows. There are invitations that shows the wedding vows of the couple, which they wrote themselves (sweet). Oh well, that's enough day dreaming for me. I am praying that when "my time" comes, I am well prepared and ready - heart and soul.