Holiday Blues?

I don't feel good today. I'm feeling grouchy and emotional at the same time (bad combination). I kept myself busy, updating my blogs the whole morning, watched a little tv and back to my blogging again. I am trying to keep my mind away from thoughts that I don't want to think about. If only I can also keep myself away from all these thoughts, things and happenings.. I have done it a loooong time ago. I am trying to keep my cool. I am trying to accept the fact that change does not happen over night. Geez.. I just want to sleep for a long, long, long time; I don't want to think. And now, the day is about to end; tomorrow I am going back to the office.. back to work again. Maybe I'll sleep early tonight. It might help in preparing my mind.. in preparing myself for another week at work. Sigh.. sigh.. and more sigh. I think the holiday season added more stress and depression to my ever stressed and depressed life. Sigh..