Sleepless Night

I was not able to sleep well last night. I can't sleep actually. I was tossing and turning. Walking around my room like a restless cat. Sigh. I am not sure why though. All I know is I don't feel sleepy and I just want to keep my eyes open.

Maybe I was just tired. It was a busy week after all. There are a lot of things going on in the office. There a lot of changes happening; and I feel that it will continue until the next three to six months. I am not sure hope I feel about it - a little excited, pressured (a lot), nervous and sometimes, confused.

I also have other things going on. Some I was not even able to start doing (pressure). I have commitments to fulfill; deadlines to meet. Geez. It is hard. Especially if you are feeling a slight of doubt whether you still want it or not. I hate this feeling.

Now I am sleepy. I was staring at my lappie (laptop) and my eyes are slowly dropping. That's all for now. I want to take a nap.