Busy Month

The past week was definitely a very busy and toxic week. A lot of things happening all at the same time. Not only at work but with my personal life as well. The month of April actually has been filled with activities that are surely tests to my physical and emotional capacity; to my intelligence even (big grin). My day would usually start early and end late. At one point, I found myself wishing for longer hours in a day. I was telling my colleague that I want a day to be equivalent to 48 hours instead of 24 hours; because I feel that I need that much time to finish all the tasks and plans I've prepared. But after two weeks, my wish changed. At 9am I was praying for the day to end soon. I started to feel a little grouchy and my patience is definitely running out. Disappointment level is soaring high; and no positive thought can keep it from soaring. Bit by bit my focus is slipping away. What's more disturbing is learning that the people whom you thought would support you are the ones causing you heartaches. I am thankful though for those people around me that are supporting me and continues to be there for me especially in days when I feel that everything was wasted and everything is not going right.

I'm feeling a little better now. Tired but I'm good. Once in awhile I would feel the hurt and the disappointment, but at least now a positive thought helps in keeping it from eating me up. I still have a lot of things to do; and I'm pretty sure that there are a lot things happening in the next months (all at the same time again). But I don't want to worry about that now. I am trying not to. I will try to live each day at a time. Try to find the good side of things. And never stop praying.